this week should be quite pack. good. no time for me to emo liao. =)))

hope it goes well.. XD =XXX

went to get my phone to repair just now. ruiyi kept making me laugh. the person serving us suddenly wave to us then she laugh. haha. then she still say some more about that guy made me laugh non stop.

then the guy say, "come and repair phone very funny meh." we are laughing at you of cos funny la. XXXDDD

i think he got abit pek cek. then i dun dare to laugh liao. like so bad. but i reali feel like laughing out sia. haha ok la quite ok looking. ruiyi likes him. XXXXXDDDDDDD kidding..

oh no i scared i cannot wake up ltr. raining somemore. got to sleep liao. =)))

fun fun funnn ~~ XDDD


not emo le. im happy!!! haha. at least for now. maybe just temporary only. but nvm now happy can le. 走一步, 算一步. thats me. hehe.

watching hot shot now. haha i guess correctly liao qiu kui is jie er. can see from the eyes. interesting. but e connection so lousy watch halfway stop. sian.

my this stupid laptop very irritating sia. so lag and keep hanging. but is i make spoil one. hehe. i think my laptop going to blackout soon. ahaha..

hahaha friday was a laughing day. how i wish everyday can like that. ... =)))

no more emo!

minus *******
minus ********
minus ******
minus ********
minus ******
minus all unhappy ...

plus alot alot alot HAPPY!!!!!!!!

two more weeks to hell. haha no la. im still not ready for school to start yet. still dun feel like going back leh. but still got to face the reality. super duper sian. ...

happy~ happy~~~ hehe.


cannot sleep plus angry then on laptop surprisingly can get connected. just now really very very angry but since can online now then forget it for the moment.

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
ARGHHHHH FREAKING ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

noe how sickening it is when very sleepy but cannot sleep. what to do when very angry.. cursing got use ma.. so bad. ...

wa now i really think got internet very important. i think i rather stay at home and play internet everyday. so zhai.

please please i hope the connection wun disappear until school reopens. got internet can occupy my time and make me not 胡思乱想.. hmm.

hope my bro will sign up a wireless line when he starts school. think he will need one. i oso can benefit. =D

sian la left only 2 weeks plus. even though i got nothing to do but i dun feel like going back school. why holiday pass so fast SIAN LA...

these few days i tried to change back my sleeping time but worse cannot even sleep. shit la i need to quickly change back before school reopens.

wooooo treasure my 2 weeks and 4 days man ...


now really no internet connection at home liao. so boring. duno wad to do. suddenly feel that time is v hard to pass. =(

hmm friday's performance was totally flopped. so embarassing. many of us danced wrongly. alot mistakes. but so lucky that its not telecast on tv. heng.

by2 were there to perform oso. they stood soooo close to us but i dun have chance to ask for their autograph or take their picture blah blah. too bad.

i now everyday like 得过且过. really duno what to do. like v emo sia. v 空虚. i nid someone to make me laugh. =(


just got back results. phewww.. 松了一口气. haha. ok seriously i was v happy just now. but now..abit mixed feeling liao. maybe abit too overjoyed liao. but i think mostly bcos im v worried for next semester.

feeling v pressurized now. cos if wan maintain this standard nid hard work. im so worried i dun have the mood to study next semester. n i hate pressure. i confirm will give myself pressure de.. =/

till now im still v nervous.. =S

hmm watched finish lan qiu huo ep 8 just now. this episode quite nice. cant wait to watch the next episode. =))) xiao zhu SUPER cute!!!!!! haha. XDDD

oh ya i forget to mention ytd that we kena record names by police. cos too late liao we playing basketball. then some stupid neighbourhood ppl think too noisy then go complain.

this is my third time being recorded for particulars by police. n i just realise.. this is the second time on mid-autumn festival celebration. suay ah. XD until i like abit get used liao. ytd e police come i oso no feeling one. but hope that is the last time la. haha.

ltr going out with many ppl. XD duno why this time i feel excited going with them. i think cos long time no see liao n quite alot ppl going.. =)) this time confirm will go liao. meet quite late oso. 5.30pm. =)))

suddenly duno what to do now. still "inside" my alot feelings. nervous. happy. worry. abit sian diao oso. ... blah blah blah.. i nid time to calm myself down man. i think thinking all these i dun nid slp liao lo. haha.


wa piang. more irritating. cannot stand it liao. ***** to the core man...

the very sian feeling is still here. sshhiittttttt la.........

ps. i very rough ...

i just realised i very long time never listen to radio liao. now got internet dun nid radio liao. but i still miss that time when i listen to radio everyday. v hard liao lo unless no internet connection. choy choy say say oni..

confirm tuesday get results liao. so is tmr. omg omg. whenever think of that i super nervous. hope will be ok...

i still hvnt decide which show to watch leh. i watched a few shows de first episode liao. got some quite sian one. -_- best is dun watch la so can sleep earlier. but this is.. impossible. hehe.


jux finished e show ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni. haha e ending. ok ok la. expected one. den overall dis show. ok la. some parts v cute..so sweet. hehe.

阮经天好可爱喔! 电到我了.. haha!

im supeerrrr irritated by some things. arghhhhh........ haix.

now finish e show liao i duno wad to watch liao. dun feel like watching a drama leh cos v long winded. but i nid smth to occupy my time.

got a few 偶像剧 i wan watch but duno nice or not. see how first ba. watch some movies first.

got a v sian feeling now. maybe bcos jux watch finish e show or maybe is bcos of e stupid things. argh hate it man..............................................


didnt update for few days liao. cos i transfer my thoughts to my personal diary liao. hehe.

went for facial jux now. bought a facial foam n a toner from there. $60.. bye bye~~ hehe.

so fast.. 2 weeks of holiday pass liao. =( dis holiday is not long enough for me.. i still hvnt rest enough.. =X i hope time will pass sslowweeerrrrrr........

alamak. next week is e performance liao. so fast loh.. btw..not sure will be on tv or not yet. better not pls pls... i dun wan pressure liao..

watch ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni until ep 17 liao. i wan quickly watch finish to noe wads e ending....

ltr going out to play badminton. hope it doesnt rain. hehe.

i wun say that i will sleep early liao. cos everytime i say oni. no action one. all e best to me. sch reopen i die liao. hehe.


wow. had so much feelings today. think i experienced everything.. 喜. 怒. 哀. 乐. ha ha ha.

ok i duno wad feeling i having now. cos all come like almost tgt. but i think e sad part will be e strongest. i think dis will still "stick" to me ltr..

alamak. grow up la. i think i reali nid to change my childish thinking liao. 幼稚到不行. i hope i can be more independent n have a more mature thinking.


haiz. so unpredictable. if that happens to me..i will be devastated.

so sorry that im not good at words. felt so helpless. duno how to console. cannot do anything. haiz. feeling bad now. not able to do anything. i think im e oni few to noe. shld i feel..lucky?

but i think told e wrong person le. ppl nid to be comforted but i duno how. haiz. i think i oni can help by praying ba. hope that will get over this asap..

treasure everything. seriously. i noe im e kind that will oni treasure after losing. reali mux change le. dun take anything for granted. haiz..


went zoo jux now. its quite.. not fun. haha no la. maybe bcos i dun really like animals. plus starting rain spoil mood n of cos.. not enough sleep. slpt late agn hehehe..

went there jux see animals.. take pics.. dats all. $16.50 flew away. ha ha ha ha.

n ya my whole body is aching now after ytd's dance practice den still got to walk here walk there. ok not worth e money. but still ok la some animals consider cute lo.. i oni like e baby monkeys. hehe. cute!

hmm ltr probaly going out to watch movie blah blah.. not confirm cos v tired. n nid to meet early agn. im suuppperrrr tired now. brain plus body all tired. muscle super pain. ouch.. ok mux sleep liao. or not really will die. nites. =)


ok short post. hmm went out with szehuey jeremia n keatyee ytd. went to eat at ajisen n den watched movie, money not enough 2. e movie was.. ok ok la. i think too draggy. but some parts super funi. haha. its touching oso but i didnt cry. maybe i no feeling one. hehe.

ok den after that went szehuey's house chat with her. hehe after so long finally find time to chat with her. i think most of e time is i telling her my things. hehe. v good listener. thanks darling.. XDDD

stayed over at her house till today. after that went for dance practice at wrs. duno y hvnt start dancing my leg alrd go trembling. not bcos scared or wad i oso duno y maybe too tired cos not enough slp. then e whole practice i like no strength to dance. like jelly. not oni me loh. got some oso faced this problem. y arhh.. too long nv exercise is it.. haha.

ltr going out with them to ZOO.. haha wow so long nv go alrd loh.. haha hope will be fun la e entrance ticket fee is not cheap. =X XD alrite meeting them at 10am ltr. omg that is like my sleeping time lo. ok seriously mux slp earlier liao. oso v tired now not enough sleep plus e dance practice. tiring. maybe will blog tmr. =)

p.s. im not a device to control... XXXXXXDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


oh no.. back agn.. haizzzz ................ =(


wow. today i woke up at 6.30pm agn. same time as ytd. but dis time i slp even ltr. at 11am. haha.

i was watching alot of videos erm.. jux now midnite. my slping time diff from ppl i blur liao. duno y suddenly go search videos abt by2. i watched almost all of their videos liao. waa. dey oni 16 leh. can dance so well, sing so well.. den so chio oso.. soo envy.. dey r oso my idols liao. haha.

i oso go search for videos of cos abt.. XIAOZHU.. hehe. watched some yu le bai fen bai de. den after dat found his "残酷舞台" concert. but some parts r being cut out de. i watched dis morning. haha. 帅到我要晕倒了!!! hahaha..

ya after dat watched dis movie jeremia ask me to watch de. meet dave. dat movie super funi can.. hahaha. i laugh until peng ah.. esp when he say his name dat part. hahaha i laugh non stop loh.. yep e movie v nice. shld go watch. =)

hehe bought mac breakfast oso. been a long time since i ate my last breakfast. haha.

now watching e show ming zhu ding wo ai ni. shld be quite nice ba. jux now watched abit le. 1st part alrd quite funi le. think will continue watching. hehe.

OH YA lan qiu huo will be out ltr! yea yea got wait so long liao. hehe. today is another slacking n slping late day. hahaha. think will watch shows till morning agn. hehe. duno when can change back liao. zzz..

alrite now going to watch ming zhong zhu ding dat show liao. hehe. cant wait to watch lan qiu huo. hehe. yuan da ying rox man..! =DDD